hello ! i'm here just for no reason.
'cos deborah keeps complaining that my blog is dead, when i posted like YESTERDAY ? like what's her problem !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like punching her. :D
so today's tuesday. hmm, let me think, what interesting things are there ? nothing much, except that me and candia decided that we shall have the same IDOLS ! or whatever you call it. today's "mission" was so super fun and exciting ! hope she's not angry! dont angry dont angry. okayyy? aww.

i'm bored ?
bored.
have tests the whole damn week
today was science, tomorrow is higher chinese.
the following day is higher chinese again.
thursday have summary, friday have 5 items ):

DEBORAH SUCKS !


When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

HELLO EVERYONE !
back to blog ! :D
so let's backtrack a little bit.

FRIDAY
had meet-the-parents sessions.
after school, had to go for science remedial. was dreading it but luckily marie was there with me

so after M-T-P, met up with candia and yushu and julene who were waitng for the principle's talk to start. and i dont know why i ended up with deborah -.- oh, so we had tons of fun with SHARIANTY and 1C PEOPLE ! sharianty's so cute. hahahah, so we went about doing some idiotic stuffs. real stupid. didnt realise the time so was a teeny weeny bit late for principle's talk.
we sat together and deborah left her dad alone in the hall ! (we were in the gallery). evil right ! so after that deborah had to go for M-T-P and see mrs franklin ! wahhahaha.

so i managed to find candia, julene and yushu again [:
we all claimed that we were very hungry and took the refreshments at the back of the hall. after that yushu went back home with kahei while me, candia and julene went up to the gallery and eat. after that, my mum called me and said she was already in school, waiting for me. so me and candia rushed down. ahem, candia wanted a ride to the bus-stop. so i was kind enough to ask my mum for her and my mum was kind enough to fetch her there (: but it was on the way, so anyway.... and she banged the car's door on a dustbin when she got out. -.- gosh, she's just so dumb.

-----------nothing much happened during the weekends-----------

TODAY !
gosh, was another fun day also. heheheheees. went to THE SWINGS after school(with deborah xD ), with the special invitation !!! (: so was sitting there and once again, did retarded stuffs. and suddenly, we saw KELLY, CRYSTAL, SHARIANTY and SITI (?). my gosh, we were so happy ! then we thought that kimberly had dance so we didnt invite her. in the end she didnt and thanks to FATEEEEE, we actually met there !

it's really such a surprise, i mean who would have thought that THEY knew there was a playground there. so we played all sorts of stupid games suggested by sharianty and deborah. like blind mice, marco polo which i have absolutely not idea how to play and i asked them to play Simon says but they refused ! ):
was just being lame (:

so...there's a science test tomorrow and i hope i'll do well cos i did study YES I DID. i just hope i dont freak out and my mind goes blank . wish me luck ~
i'm gonna do some revision again. and it's 11.30. late in the night !
GOODNIGHT !

hey everyone.
i remembered, i have things to blog about.
but i always dont blog, and now i forgot what they are.
forget it.

my sisters are on a reading harry potter quest.
they JUST started on the 1st one. i know it's soooo lag, but yeah, whatever. i havent even read them myself yet. (x
IT'S DARRRRK. and cold. seriously, the sky is filled with dark clouds. it's such a gloomy day. i'm feeling gloomy. but it's nice seeing the dark clouds outside you know, dont know why, just find them interesting.

there are always 2 different views of how someone think about a certain thing.
i always think both sides of what you might think.
maybe things just arent meant to be.
&
the hardest part is to forget...

hello everyone.
LONG TIME NO SEE (:
it's been a long time...

okayyy, tomorrow's gonna rock. cos they day will be short and the timetable simply rocks. anyway, we are gonna POST LETTERS at sing post tomorrow :D. they seriously weigh a ton. so we gotta post them or else my back will break. deborah and me shall post letters :D :D

history and english oral on thursday. it's 2 days away. am i gonna die or what ? sigh. i hate all these man. nevermind, i shall do my best. and me and marie are gonna work together. cheer up marie ! you're gonna make things change and work for you right ? LET'S GO MARIE ! work towards your goal ! we'll have happy holidays together okay ? :D

and right now i'm really missing my friends.
dont know the sudden reason why, i just feel like that.
i sound emo. i know.
but nevermind, just know that i miss you all loads. <3

since everything's over, i try not to feel the way i did before.
i'm trying, yes i'm trying.
i'm really trying my best, to not think of anything anymore.

hi.hey.hello.yo (:
i'm just getting bored each day. nothing to blog about, BORINGGG.
today did the magnesium experiment. it sucks a whole lot because the 'fireworks' was so bright and dazzling and now as i'm talking about it, my head is aching. grr.

i gotta rush that prodesktop thing by tomorrow. must do it during reccess. dont think i will be able to finish it anyway... sucky sucky suckyyyyy. ): although today wasnt a really bad day, i think it's bad cos i'm feeling that today is a bad day. seriously, what am i talking about ? sigh.

had a BAD reccess today. didnt know what was wrong with me. was so quiet. deborah says she knows psychology. so deborah, WHY AM I SO QUIET TODAY ? didnt even know how to answer candia when she asked me why i was so quiet. why why oh why am i so quiet today ? i hate feeling like that... if only that feeling go away.

QUIET QUIET GO AWAY.
NEVER COME BACK EVER AGAIN.
ALL THE PEOPLE WANT TO BE HAPPY AND NOISY.
QUIET QUIET GO AWAY.

what in the world was that ? crap, i'm really going bonkus on how quiet and horrible i am. let's just hope that TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.

deborah says i'm sad today again.
am i ?

I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to

HELLLLOO.
today presented the lit thing.
so sad okayyyy, the video i found couldnt work.
gosh, ):

i'm so bored.
i dont wanna blog.
BYEBYE.

i'm so emo and sad today .

hi everyone.
it's beeen a looong long time [:

there's gonna be a surprise for me tomorrow. i wont be surprised if the surprise is a bad one. it's DEBORAH. dont expect too much . me and deborah are the emo people. hahahah. it's sunday and deborah is out right now. i want to call her and force something out of her. and she's torturing me by not saying anything. GRRRRRR. ):

okaaaaaaay, deborah's out buying bubble tea. -.-
hmmm, why do i keep talking about deborah ? she is just a piece of thing ! i should stopppp. (:

hi.
i'm bored.
i miss candia.
HAHAHAA.
okay, nevermind.

BYEBYE.

it's 11.40 now and i'm here.
i just finished the literature project.
hope no one dislikes it cos i really put in alot of effort !
i'm really sleepy. goodnight

STOP COMPARING.
YOU ALL DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL. YOU ALL JUST RAN INTO SOMEWHERE WHERE I DONT KNOW. STAYING INSIDE, READING ALL MY STUFFS. I HATE IT. AND JUST TO TELL YOU, I'M REALLY ANGRY. YEAH, IT'S INVASION OF PRIVACY. AND I THOUGHT YOU ALL WERE SENSITIVE ENOUGH. I GUESS I WAS WRONG. DONT YOU KNOW SOMETHING CALLED PRIVATE ? MEANS THAT NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO SEE IT. ALTHOUGH YOU ARE MY GOOD FRIENDS, YOU KNOW THAT IT'S PRIVATE. YOU STILL CARRIED ON. I THINK IT WAS REALLY MEAN. AND I'M VERY PISSED. PLEASE STOP COMPARING TO LAST YEAR. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING WHEN I WAS 'WAITING' FOR YOU. ANGRY AND REALLY SAD. I TRUSTED YOU ALL, BUT YOU GAVE ME BACK THESE. THANKS ALOT.

NOW PEOPLE KNOWS ABOUT IT.YOU JUST DONT KNOW KNOW HOW I FEEL. IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN. BUT I THINK WHAT YOU DID WAS OVER THE TOP. I'M NOT JUST READY TO FORGIVE YOU YET, COS NOW YOU'RE ACTING AS THOUGH YOU ARE RIGHT. IF YOU THINK YOU'RE RIGHT, I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER ANYMORE. YOU JUST GOTTA KNOW THAT I FEEL REAL BETRAYED AND THOSE STUFFS WERE VERY SENSITIVE. IF YOU DONT GET IT, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
having no one to confide to, i'm all alone.

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES. <3

hi everyone.
i was talking on the phone with deborah, and she said she has a surprise for me tomorrow. i'll bet with you 100% it's like gonna be bad. well, it's expected. deborah NEVER did anything nice before. neither will she next time. deborah is just a stupid piece of thing :D hahahahs. it's no surprise why i hate love her . LOLLLL.

anyway, candia and julene are at vivo now. i'm like so jealous? bffs ):
they're supposed to go Singapore River. and in the end they went vivio T.T and julene was telling me about how they went to TOPSHOP and stuffs. gahhs. i'm supposed to go shopping. nevermind, i shall go with annabel. all i have to do is wait for annabel to save enough money. did is just all i have to do ? reality check! it'll probably take a looong time. with her staying back most of the time. saddd. ):

why cant we just start over again ?
get it back to the way it was.

is it me or you ?
i really wanna know.

i dont know why things are different now. i dont even know why i got myself into this. you were so sweet then. but now things are different. but now you just dont bother anymore. yeah, i feel sad. you apologised the last time, but now everything's going back to a sqaure one. i know i shouldnt feel the same way like i did, but i just cant help it.

but i dont feel it as strongly anymore, cos you changed my feelings. i know all the stuffs wont happen again, but i cant help but think of them again. i know in my heart that everything's over. stop thinking about them singyi, it wont happen. yeah, i tell myself these things, but i just cant get them off my mind. you made me like that. i just hope you dont tell me anything and just wait for everything to dissolve. please, spare me. i dont want to feel the way like i did last time.


I never felt anything in the world like this before; now i'm missing you. please come back.

hello people.
i wanna meet up with annabel,
so we can go shopping together.
like that time before we went for the bbq.
we bought the same mango skirt . whees.
annabel shall now be my shopping partner.

THEY asked me to go east cost tomorrow.
but i dont think i'm allowed to. ):
i'm like sick of east coast. not really sick,
but it's just that i cant do anything there.
in a sense that I CANT CYCLE NOR ROLLER BLADE.
and please dont laugh cos i DID learn to cycle before.
it's just that i didnt cycle for a long time but i kinda forgot.
like seriously, i think they should have some other means of transportation.
right right right ? and when we ride the double bike,
i'm always at the back -.-''

oh yeah. there's no school tomorrow, cos it's youth day.
yayyyyyyy :D heh.
but art is due on tuesday.
i better get started on photoshop.
byebye .